Mardukite NecroGate

Chamberlains Contribution – first appearing in “New Babylon Rising” (Issue #3, March 2012) – a personal exploration by “Sortileges”:

NECRONOMICON DISCOVERIES

I am going to relate my own first encounter with an Anunnaki being. While some readers may assume that all this is merely the result of imagination, I can tell that this experience completely transcended what is perceived as imagination, which is the mark of true Initiation. It happened some years ago, before I even heard of Joshua Free and the Mardukites. I was heavily involved in working with Solar/ Air spirits seeking knowledge of my Higher Self.

So there I was, sitting daily in darkened isolation inside my really small ritual room. The basic goal was to project myself through a black mirror into some Higher plane where I would discover some hidden wisdom about myself. I understood that the mirror was used as a focal point, and the best way to reach what I intended was to lift myself upward. The practical means to do so was to first cast a circle, then activate the Earth Gate via the Elements, then quite brutally throw myself up in Heaven (I would now utilize other methods, my awareness being wholly different than from back then).

The Plane I indeed reached was like an infinite light blue sky radiating a golden aura in which I was floating freely. There were clouds in the far distance, and wherever I flew, I could never reach them. I went there daily for some weeks, with no definite results aside from being refreshed by this hidden light. Then, one night, again reaching the golden sky plane, I saw a shape in the distance. I clearly remember it’s features: it had no skin, only some flesh-like substance akin to crab flesh; it was white and yellow; it’s whole naked body was without legs, only some kind of tail, and large wings; it also did not have any facial features and seemed to be without a gender as well; it carried a sword radiating with strong, warm light.

From then on, every time I reached the sky plane, I saw this being. It would always remain silent. When I sought to unite myself with it’s energy, it covered me with it’s huge wings and carried me ever upward, until we reached what seemed like a huge sun, in which I thought I’d get consumed right away if I entered it. I was reluctant and fell back several times when near this force. Eventually, I asked the entity to let me look through it’s eyes. What I was allowed seeing was bizarre and hard to describe; I was still somewhat floating, yet there seemed to be no up or down; no ‘directions’. I saw shapeless forms, moving – total nauseating confusion. The only thing I’m sure of when into this state, is that the whole was an electric green.

Throughout the month I repeated this. I grew closer to that plane and it’s entity, and one night, being again near the big sun the entity always brought me to, I felt my ego dissolve while my spirit raised itself right through the sun, immersing my being in overwhelming light. What happened next is the most intense shit I ever experienced. The only description I can give is that I felt torn apart by golden drops of electric gold, the sensation was simply beyond words… I should like to point out that I was not under the influence of any drugs or other outside influences during those workings. The following night, I went to the sky plane for the last time, I, again met the entity, whom I now believe, as you may have guessed, is SAMAS (Shammash); the angel spoke to me, his voice echoing deeply.

It changed my life forever…